Because 3 + 2 does not equal 4. Even though human's victimized you, they are still the reason you exist so perhaps you should see where you are lucky. Also you can't generalize humans, blaming the whole of humanity for the crimes of some is wrong. You want to be better, then be better, because it's what you do as opposed to what you are in the end. Right now I can't see how you're any better than the human's who victimized you. You claim to be an evolution when your actions are as archaic as a neanderthals.

Forgiveness is more divine.